Bad week turned lovely

This week hasn't been the easiest.

It's strange because it wasn't circumstantial, it was more an accumulation of things that happened that on their own wouldn't even have been noticed had my mood been less melancholy. Small, insignificant things such as not having enough bus money and therefore needing to walk to band practice..

I understand that those of you who read this will see it as a bit of a rant, vent and I apologise for that! I simply feel it is necessary for me to let this all out so that I can move on from it and live life happily once again!

I feel better already...

So the beginning of the week started out rather average and badly. My flatmates, who are comprised of a couple, were having an argument. Not many people know this about me but I grew up in an environment where fighting and arguing was extremely frequent. So I am really quite sensitive to it when it happens. My flatmates were using aggressive language and threats and so on and it just made me realise how greatful I am for the church, how harmonious the relationships are there. It makes me want to have relationships that are loving and kind, rather than full of bitterness and anger. I do have a bit of an idealistic view when it comes to relationships however, having never been in a serious one myself. I am thankful everyday that there are strong role models of marriage, friendships and relationships that I can grow and learn from.

Just a wee note: this does get more happy! I promise it isn't emo the whole way through!

University was slightly better, though it was essential to walk the 50 minutes and not bus! Music theory lectures are my absolute favourite...
But then I texted my parents, hope for something along the lines of encouragement, to find that my Mum and Dad were having an argument too! Arrrgghh! I was praying to God throughout the day, that I could depend on Him and be joyous, but it hadn't quite happened yet...

Here's where things began to look up...
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I headed along to Primal's weekly occurring band practice with my expectations along the same level they had been most of the day, rather low. But something wonderful happened which uplifted the rest of my week in an amazing week. Pretty simple really. Instead of going straight into practise as was the norm, we had a time of prayer, soaking in the presence of God and just becoming far more peaceful and joy filled. From that moment on I realised that what most likely was happening was that God wanted me realise just how much I need Him. And it worked to a great extent! From that time my week has gone far more smoothly with only a few cracks in the road.

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you! Declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not harm you.

That scripture has gotten me through many difficult times....

Wednesday night was amazing. I love spending time hanging out with all you awesome people! You put my faith in humility! Laughter! Fellowship! Eating! Getting into the Word!

I got home last night to discover that the music videos on television were far superior to their usual standard. I expected a bit of Kesha, maybe some Jason Deruelo and then perhaps some Miley Cyrus. To my excitement, I discovered several new favourite bands such as I Blame Coco, Metric and The Klaxons. It is such a treat to hear new songs, I love it!

And now here we are amongst what is thursday, one of what I know to be my favourite days because Primal is on!!

I hope this hasn't been to intense a read, I love you all! Love every moment! God Bless and Goodbye!